Today will be the last day i will ever use this blog, senior has done me well. Many unforgettable moments with my friends, but its time for a new chapter in my life. School this year has had its ups and down but this year will never be forgotten, i love everyone in my senior class, i just wish we all could have been a bit more close to each other. i have made friends that i never in a million years think id even talk to. and I'm extremely grateful for my friends and my family even though they get on m nerves a few times. At this point I'm not really sad, I'm actually pretty happy that my high school carrier is over, its time for me to grow up , and i think its time for all of us to grow up and take life by the hands. I may be lazy at times, but i will not give up on my future. Tomorrow will be my last day of high school ever. And its a bit overwhelming but really happy that I'm done with school. Now summer is here and I'm ready to enjoy it to the utmost. hen collage starts and my new life beings. the only thing I'm scared of is losing the people i have in my life, like kailey, braxton, justin, isabel, maria, elyse, destina, and cristi. Its heart breaking knowing i wont see this these people everyday anymore.But again as i have said before, i wish them all the best. I have so much love for you guys, and you've all have helped me in everything and i will always have the best memories with you guys. this summer I'm going to dedicate it so spending it with the people i know i wont be seeing often anymore. I just wish i had gotten closer to the friends that i have now sooner. But better late then never right? Not only am i going to my my friends but my teachers, i see all of them ass friends and i hope in the future we still have contact with each other, because that's how much i care for them. They have all helped so much and i am also very grateful i got to get close to some really cool teachers. (Mr. Lane will always be my best friend, even when he moves to NYC) (':

Today is the seniors last FIRST FRIDAY, really starting to hit me that I'm not a kid any more. Seeing my friends get ready to leave out of state and begin their life's is so cool but it sucks that I wont see them everyday any more, and I would see them basically everyday for 13 years. I love all of them so much and if things change (which they will) and that makes me sad, but there is nothing I can do but spend the time that I have with all of them.
I just want it to be after school so that i can go an get Best Burger (; soooooo pumped to go! today is going to be a good friday just spend time with friends and get some family time in there also (:

Today is senior night for the boys soccer team and its kinda sad because yesterday was justins senior night for tennis and he started to cry and i was holding back my tears because i didn't want anyone to see me cry lol  but i don't think I'm going to cry today, ill probably cry after when I'm just with my friends. Its hitting me that this school year is ending i would have never thought that this year would come to an end honestly, but at this point i have to enjoy the time i have left with my friends that are leaving and make the most out of it. Its a new chapter of my life.
As of right now I'm listening to bebe rexha (only cristi  would know who this is) yesterday during weight training was so legit all we did was pump our arms and listen to bumpin music.

Yesterday i went shopping with my main crust, and i spent basically 5 hours with her haha but it was the best thing ever! getting ready for P R O M, 2 0 1 5. :D and i have to get up early tomorrow to spray paint my mask, then go help set up for the dance. But this year is coming down to an end, and its kind of sad but change is always good for everyone, and its time to start a "new start" with new people, new schools, new everything, but all of my friends are ready and i believe in them and i cant wait till some of them get famous and i hope they still remember me :( but it ll be god seeing them making something out of themselves <3 (this post was supposed to be posted last week so I'm just going to post it now. But P R O M was legit asf, fr though.)

So today I have an away game for soccer and I am pretty pumped to go actually, but I don't like that its such a far game, like where tf is maesar? but its a FRIDAY thank God that it is, I'm ready to party after my soccer game tonight haha, jk I don't party i'm a holy child (: But i really miss dancing with my home boiiii justin and the main crusty, we need to do that soon again.

I recently started thinking about senior and how its coming to an end and how everyone is leaving and going to go of to do great things in there life's, and I'm honestly really happy for all of them, but its going to be sad not seeing your closest friends everyday, and laughing with them, getting on each others nerves, but i hope i still have contact with my days ones in a few years ):

Soccer. Is. Kicking. My. Butt. I have been sore for so many days, it isn't even funny. It's going to be soo cold today for soccer, but i am enjoying this weather so much, yesterday it was snowing and the sun was out, it was so beautiful. Now all i want to do is listen to music but i don't have my ear phone D: haha #sadlife . today will consist of me going to soccer practice, then home, eat, shower, sleep. Sounds like the best Friday night ever honestly. But i don't know if I'm going to hang with my friends or bae.. Maybe if i had bae i would hang with them but, nope (laughing emoji + crying emoji). but I'm probs going to just sleep all day today.

I am in need of help. Senioritis has hit me so hard. I seriously don't want to do anythinggg, i just want to be home and sleep, and hang with friends, if life was that simple it would be so great, but sadly its not and we all have to put up with school for a few more months.. THANK YOU BABY JESUS. I seriously love talking to Elyse every time we talk she just always laughs and it honestly makes my day 100 times better. (:

Soccer practice at Isaac's! I hope Justin sees this so that he gets the memo (laughing emoji) no but really, I'm excited for this season, I suck yeah but at least I'm spending my time with my brothers. Nothing is better than that.
As of right now, Marivel just told me to write about how much i love her. I guess i love her, she bugs me a little but shes family (laughing emoji) I do love her she's been a true friend since day 1, shes a real homie <3 but class is almost over so I'm done for today.

Me- First day of blogging, what? might as well enjoy
Elyse- Destina is writing about Miley Cyrus..?
Destina- I really don't even know what I'm writing?
Mr. Wood Lets go, everyone start blogging!
Me-I didn't expect for my teacher to tell me to blog in class? I mean, i can blog. I have a tumblr (;
Me-...
Me- Why can't I just go on tumblr and blog? (sigh)
Justin- Mady, write about your senior night?
Mady- ...??
Justin- I'm going to cry
Me- just sitting her eavesdropping
Me- I think this is enough blogging for one day haha ( laughing emoji)